I hate you Jillian Michaels!

So you can call me a wimp, pathetic, or just weak sauce, I do not care!! I recently bought the 30 Day Shred by Jillian Michaels and all of the comments said that it worked and that it is hard and you can tell a difference fast. So I started without hand weights because I didn't have any and I da not had time to go and get some. The first few times were challenging, the first time I actually almost vomited from it but I over came that and continued on. Well I finally went and bought some weights and let me just tell you.....PAIN!!!! I cannot for the life without tears coming to my eyes make my arms go straight. They are stuck in 90 degree angles. And the most embarrassing part is that this is only level one and only 5 pound weights. Well all I have to say as I type in pain is that this pain and embarrassment better be worth it, or I will forever and ever hate you Jillian Michaels!!